I have some incredible memories with this album.  as in, literally, not credible memories. things that are probably not physically or metaphysically possible. things i can't explain and may never come to terms with. terrible, wonderful, existentially horrifying, uplifting, deadly, dangerous memories. immense, psychedelic psychotic episodes. self-loathing post-modern american dreams. i definitely used too many drugs back then, but i fear i also may not have done enough.