I have found it really hard to follow AKB48 after my oshi Ricchan left on that painful note. It has already been a long time and I can never forget that. I always feel like her future in AKB was taken away by that cruel 'accident'. Don't get me wrong I have not lost my interest in AKB, never, I always follow their releases and events. But I feel so empty without an oshi. My other oshi Fuuchan, used to be in team A, if that was still the case I would be fine now. I used to like a younger Mayuyu and still admire her pure idol charm and style, Warota was my favourite subunit. Another one I always admired is Paruru, in AKB my favourite after Ricchan. Other than that I was always happy to see Mirukii. As you can see I had to look at my favourites leave one by one, apart from Mayuyu (where I somehow lost interest due to a more mature image, I preferred her early Team B days, I would love it if - for example she would have kept the twintail hair style and so on... no hate).