This ep is so painful to listen to it. It's incredibly beautiful.. life affirming but yet, it's also soul destroying. It's brings everything out that's deep within me, all my worries. Special things happen in life.. and then what? I don't want to ever forget, to forget those I love but everything seems to point towards that happening when we leave this earth. It's so hard to be when there's so much uncertainty. We are blessed with life and all it's joys but what is this for? I hope i'll never forget the life i've lived and the beautiful bonds i've made with other people on this journey.
Do you still remember when we were little?
We were playing in the park
And you asked me what happens when you die.
I said you forget everything. everything.
"Even you?" you asked.
Yes, even me.
You did not want to die. Never forget.
The remains of what we used to have were taken away with the softest squeeze.
How did I forget? How.
I cannot describe my feelings during listening to Variations of Static.... It's... it's epic. it's love. it's passion. It's a collapse & the uprising. My heartbeat is so strong that i'm afraid it'll run away from my body with the water on cheeks, and chills on my spine, chills over whole body. Fluttering wings of butterfly...