歌詞
Yeah
Huh?
It's our lovely reality
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
Imma take the jump, yeah
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
I can see I'll end up on my own
These pills have me going on a spiral
My favorite medicine is fucking spiteful
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
I take the sedatives to warm my ice soul
I hate my mind, yeah that's my fucking rival
That mf got me suicidal
Twisted dreams when I sleep at night now
Loneliness kicks in when I lie down
I'm trying hard to keep my composure
But my past weights hard on my shoulder
I can't talk, no, I can't talk right now
I want to but words don't come out
It's all because my own mind holds me down
No way
I wonder what I have to do to be enough
I'm trying not to cry I keep my eyes wide shut
I bottle up emotions in my heart till it explodes
I could never tell them
No I could never tell
No I cannot express
They wouldn't understand
I know they wouldn't understand
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
I can see I'll end up on my own
These pills have me going on a spiral
My favorite medicine is fucking spiteful
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
I take the sedatives to warm my ice soul
I hate my mind, yeah that's my fucking rival
That mf got me suicidal
I don't wanna feel right now
Imma pop some pills
Soon I will be gone
I love chasing thrills
Lay down with music in my ears
No tears
I thought love would save me but it only made it worse
My heart is always aching, I need me a fucking nurse
These feelings I'm evading are bout to charge me with some blood
The damage that I'm taking it's too much and that's for sure
Imma take the jump with my eyes closed
With my eyes closed
With my eyes closed