歌詞
The life of kings and everything we call it
The realization of everything that we forfeit
The last scene of the night, with no applauding
Tryna circle back to when the curtains were called in
I talk to you cause you told me to throw my all in
And now it feels like I'm too far in
Told me regardless, as long as I could show you where the heart is
Another day shouldn't be a problem
But now, the more I come to you, the more it feel like
Real life, couldn't have been built right
You told me to still write
Said that you would help me make sense of it all
And we would never have to censor our talks
So I told you everything, I never worried 'bout if you could hear
I assumed your attention was a sign of how you cared
See with you, I was different, I ain't try to hide fear
Nor anger nor excitement, played you my life as
Quick as I was living it, gave you my life as
Quick as I could give you it and never had a second thought
Hoping it's for the better and forever more
I put you in front of everyone around me
From the first moment that you found me
BFF, but fell for it, by far I fell
And you was the help for it that I would call myself
So if your ears are off or tainted in the least
Then how can I explain this to me?
So now I'm like, dear whoever, when I put this together
I felt like severing ties may work better
I felt like stepping aside instead of together
Could be the best thing for the both of us, forever
Dear whoever, when I put this together
I felt like severing ties may work better
I felt like stepping aside instead of together
Could be the best thing for the both of us, forever
Forever, forever
In all honesty, planning on how to leave
Is just more proof of the fact that I'm all out of me
Just more truth that exactly the way I tried to be
Was either too much or not enough
No middle ground, so to talk to you and pen it down
Is not as easy no more, I think different now
The idea of telling you what I wouldn't repeat
Only for you to be wrong is what I couldn't believe
Ran to you anytime I was looking for me
And I took your advice on how to carry it
No barriers, no doubting you
Until doubt was the only thing I knew how to do
When the doors close on me, day one's fold on me
You would get a hold of me and tell me to word it
But shit is getting old on me, shit is monotone homie
Same metronome homie, I already heard it
Same metronome homie, I already heard it
Feeling like everyone before me who support me
Is deserving of a reason to applaud me
And if I ain't able to give 'em that much
Due to how we matched up, I could've scripted out a different story
I threw all caution to the wind when you told me it was worth it
And pictured that the picture would be perfect
At the end of the day, dear notebook
Thanks for all the listens, but we
Should probably both stop pretending
So now I'm like, dear whoever, when I put this together
I felt like severing ties may work better
I felt like stepping aside instead of together
Could be the best thing for the both of us, forever
Dear whoever, when I put this together
I felt like severing ties may work better
I felt like stepping aside instead of together
Could be the best thing for the both of us, forever
Forever, forever
Dear whoever, dear whoever
Dear whoever, when I put this together
I felt like severing ties may work better
I felt like stepping aside instead of together
Be the best thing for the both of us, forever
