Testo
No one's being honest with me
Someone grace me with honesty
Honestly
I can't imagine the life I would possibly lead
Hopefully
I'm not too far from the person I'm trying to be
No one can take out the anger
I'm saving up for me
Learning to love an old stranger always starts out lonely
I'm trying to be
Less concerned with what I think of me
Tossed out
Of the bar never been this far out of line
Can't get
Comfortable forgetting how I got in bed last night
I'm a child
I'll try and hide all the shit I don't want you to seek
To my surprise
You see right through me and guess what
You've already seen
What I mean
No one can take out the anger
I'm saving up for me
Learning to love an old stranger always starts out lonely
I'm trying to be
Less concerned with what I think of me
I'm tired of starting it over
I'm tired of being myself
I'm tired of taking the trash out
I'm tired of not asking for help
I miss being loved and relied on
I miss you for asking for help
Without you I'm stuck with a stranger
That I know a little too well
See this is where all the roads turn
I'm never good on my own terms
I'll learn to love without your words
I'll take it up with my own hurt