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Lying in the backseat, whistling a sweet song
Never think to ask just where you think we're going
I'm the one who looks down, I'm the one who waits
Now I don't have to be the one who always hesitates
And it wasn't always like that
I thought you'd be someone who always had my back
Now I'm writing on a different track
Cause that's what happens when you launch a heart attack
Now I fear the pride
I fear the shame
I fear the loss
I fear the game
I forget the things I've made
And yesterday I didn't feel this way
Counting off a checklist, all the ways you get this
Doesn't make a difference, you were being reckless
Now there's a pattern and it's hard to break
Feels almost impossible to find my place
But I know it's better this way
Cause if I made it this far there's nothing I can say
Don't try to stop me, I won't hesitate
To tell you why I just can't stay
And I fear the pride
I fear the shame
I fear the loss
I fear the game
I forget the things I've made
And yesterday I didn't feel this way
I fear the pride
I fear the shame
I fear the loss
I fear the game
I forget the things I've made
And yesterday I didn't feel this way
I fear the pride
I fear the shame
I fear the loss
I fear the gain
I forget the things I've made
And yesterday I didn't feel this way