Something Real

I just wanna feel alive
But I'm in heaven when I close my eyes
'Cause when I wake up you're not by my side
I just wanna die I just wanna die
And in the morning I wish it was night
'Cause when it's dark outside I hide my pride
I'm all alone I'm stuck inside my mind
But I don't wanna die I don't wanna die

I just wanna feel alive
But I'm in heaven when I close my eyes
'Cause when I wake up you're not by my side
I just wanna die I just wanna die
And in the morning I wish it was night
'Cause when it's dark outside I hide my pride
I'm all alone I'm stuck inside my mind

But I don't wanna die I don't wanna die

Feeling fucked up always faded
Constantly fighting and jaded
Wishing I could return to my dream state
Where everything I did was greatness
Can't deny all of the changes
We got fucked when I got courageous

The devil came and made me famous
She will always remain nameless

Can you be something real for me
Something real for me
Something real

Can you be something real for me
Something real for me
Something real

I just wanna feel alive
But I'm in heaven when I close my eyes
'Cause when I wake up you're not by my side
I just wanna die I just wanna die

And in the morning I wish it was night
'Cause when it's dark outside I hide my pride
I'm all alone I'm stuck inside my mind
But I don't wanna die I don't wanna die

Dipped my feet in
What was I thinking
Messed around
Now I'm so stressed
I'm sinking
Sink your teeth in
I'm never leaving
Leave a mark on my heart
While I'm bleeding
Can you save from myself
I just gotta know

Can you pull me outta hell
Man I cut it close
Really hope this helps
Me believe in something
Believe in something

Can you be something real for me
Something real for me
Something real
Can you be something real for me
Something real for me
Something real
Can you be something real for me
Something real for me
Something real
And in the morning I wish it was night
'Cause when it's dark outside I hide my pride
I'm all alone I'm stuck inside my mind
But I don't wanna die I don't wanna die