Songtext
I'm all alone, stuck in the illusion of home in these walls,
Mind in inertia, descending into shit,
I've lost the plot, this is all fucking meaningless,
Suspended in decay and consumed by grief,
I know my enemy- the enemy is me,
Bleak, I've lost all sense of myself,
Bleak, I just fucking want out,
I've lost all sense of myself,
I just want out of this hell,
I've lost all sense of myself
Every time I panic, every time I slip,
I get so manic and doubt that I exist,
Pushing against the nothingness that lives in my head,
Bleak living until I'm fucking dead
Gripped by the hand of God,
I was created to be at odds with the world -
Confined to my own personal hell,
I unravel, self-destruct and unmake myself
Bleak, I've lost all sense of myself,
Bleak, I just fucking want out,
I want out
I'm all alone,
Pushed to the edge, devoid of all meaning