Songtext
Strapped on my life like an AK i got on my back
Used to bitch on me then she got panic attacked
Fuck out my face every night you get back to my head
When i wish i was never to last
Steady my aiming i scope at the enemies
High on adrenaline kick at the nights
Fresh out the factory sharpening focus
Nobody to witness this end of a life
Fake my discovery
Fall under certainties
Can't fucking picture my face in my sight
Memory fades i don't carry my hatred
I hear all the bullshit way too many times
Sick of keep living this my shit of a life
And i rather be dead than i feel like surviving
Covering broken decisions in mind
Not giving a fuck about wasting my time
Never been in my shoes
When i tell you truth
And i wish it wasn't worth my time
Too many times overthought everynight
Too many times i was sick in my mind
If i stay real
Only when i write bout my shit on a note
Giving everything i hope while i heal up on my dope
Brain fucked on my own i been stuck in my zone
Sick of feeling so alone suicide till i'm gone
I was fucked up anyways
When i been on my shit days
Where i couldnt be okay
Should i leave or fucking stay
Kick your bullshit in my face
End up caring 'bout your fucking habits
Been in my suffer way too fucking long
And now i got turned to
Play with attraction