Songtext
I feel as though I've been smashed through a hole
Sometimes more like I've been ground to a pulp
I taste too many rotten summer dreams
And I need to make sure she knows it's not what it seems
I'm so happy you came
It's my very special day
Yeah it'd be a shame
If you didn't watch me melt away
I'm cut off from my lifeblood, my flower's seedy veins
Copycat gal searching for a respite from anger pangs
I'm hidden in smoke and asleep when I need it most
I need to show it to you all to prove it to my ghost
I'm so happy you came
It's my very special day
Yeah it'd be a shame
If you didn't watch me melt away
I'm phony
Making myself small
I'm lonely
Cautious of a fall
But baby see
I'm not who I should be
I'm growing up too fast
Too much pressure to last
Too much pressure to last