Songtext
When you feel right
You cannot realize
When your traumas
Will ring at the door
So when they are coming
They just wanna be your
Closest friends
To make sure you're alone with them ready to suffocate
So you run
Yeah, you better run
You run away from this house full of doubts
Yeah, I run away from myself
Now I don't know where I'm going
If I'm swimming or just sinking
I just take it
One day at a time
And think that way to try to feel right
I'll be honest
Lied to myself
It's a hard time when you dive into it
You no longer feel
Anything at all
You told me to change
Some things around me
But not how to get
Out of my bed
And it doesn't feel
Any better
I just throw myself a little more
Each day into my acte manqué
'Cause I don't know where I'm going
I just don't know where I'm going
If I'm swimming or just sinking
Now I take it
One day at a time
And think that way to try to feel right
I'll be honest
Lied to myself
It's a hard time when you dive into it
It's hard to let go
So hard to let go
You could stab me right through my heart
You could hate me and leave me apart
'Cause I am and I will feel nothing
I no longer feel anything at all
And now I'm stuck in the middle of nonsensical apprehension of my emotions
I feel lost, I feel trapped
So I run (better run)
So I run (better run)
Run away from myself
'Cause I don't know where I'm going
I just don't know where I'm going
If I'm swimming or just sinking
Now I take it
One day at a time
And think that way to try to feel right
I'll be honest
Lied to myself
It's a hard time when you dive into it
It's hard to let go
So hard to let go
You no longer feel anything at all