Songtext
One year ago
Now we're on the up and up
Sick of always fucking up
(I'm so addicted to this)
Now I'll get the most of this
Feeling this eternal bliss
(Why do I do this to you)
Love myself
I need to love myself
I've been beating myself up
For no reason at all
Standing close to the edge
Just to see if I fall
If you could learn it
They wouldn't teach it to you baby
You walk around like you would know it
But you won't tease me
Again and again and again
I've learned everything
I've been beating myself up
For no reason at all
Standing close to the edge
Just to see if I fall
Digging myself out of this hole
Without assistance
I'll leave this town
With no mention at all
This struggle will last a lifetime
Cause I'm always contemplating suicide
But the flowers in this garden open up
I don't think it's my time to die yet