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Subzi wrote:

NOO NO NOOO lolololol no, SEX WHILE HIGH. I quit my past drug addictions 4+ years ago. I just left weed behind with it (no that wasnt something I would classify ever as an addiction). But either way, we definitely need to get on that STAT. Exactly I would love to be able to do more and just give her that as a gift and if I find a way to I will but Im not so terribly wrroeued that I see it ruining shit if I dont. Thanks for the suggestion. I will look into that, but I know she said she wants a diamond so we'll see how it works out.

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Subzi wrote:

Well yeah, honestly I'm not a big go out and BS type I burned myself out when I was younger. I don't have a problem being social and going out just a preference. Haha I'm not much of a smoker haven't smoked since I dropped my bad addictions, but I did tell her I'd smoke with her again, long as she promises high sex, cus its been 4+ years since I got any sort of high but I never forgot how good that is lmao. I have been looking but first I gotta fix up my car and find a job. I wish I had some spare money right now but unfortunately I dont. I'm thinking somewhere in the 300-400$ range since if we're planning to elope an engagement ring wouldn't be much more than a nice surprise. I'm more concerned about wedding bands to be honest but of course.. me and her will talk about this more in depth when she has more time.

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Subzi wrote:

It does, its not fun, but it'll be alright. Hopefully not long after but I'm sure she'll see her family first and they're down in DC. Either way we'll be able to talk more about this soon, she called today but didn't have much time. As for what I'd do first as sappy as sounds is just hold her and tell her I love her. Go out for dinner at her favorite place then spend the night, which if she was here she'd tell you "Can we skip all that and just stay in?" lol.

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Subzi wrote:

I believe it was her decision to go right after just to get it done with so she didnt have to worry about it later. Shes hellbent on being able to get with me and help provide for her family asap so I think she wants this process to go as quick as possible. Exactly. So about another 41 days after that Graduation give or take and then we'll be able to see as in SEE AND FEEL each other lol. Until then we'll be alright, its not the funnest but in the long run this will all have been worthwhile and really showed us both something special.

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Subzi wrote:

I'm not holding my breathe but that will be nice. She graduates on the 10th... goes straight to technical school fr 41 days after that, then she gets stationed I believe (which she is hoping to get stationed around here in NY or in the northeast at least. So that takes us to mid-late March but once she graduates she's not strapped down communication wise like she is now in basic, obviously. I been writing her alot as well last few days I literally wrote at least 50 pages of letters and 20 of poetry lmao. Sent her pictures, poetry, letters, even an old chin & tag I use to wear that represented my old "Crew"

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Subzi wrote:

Lol well you can blame my psycho ex for part of that. Subzi been my nickname since I was 8 so I'll be sticking to this. That's good though, I go back on the 30 (night classes start a week later). I'm doing alright, just sent out 2 megaletters full of photos, letters, poems, and a necklace to my fiancee in basic. Now I wait for a response lol.

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Subzi wrote:

Icons? I'd figure if anything itd be the nonstop account changes. I'm sticking to this one though, I promise lmao. As for avatars I seem to have ADD with that stuff.... I dont know why but I do. Hows it going though?

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Subzi wrote:

Lol I thought I had you added already, whoops my bad!

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