jelena_c

22 years old. quiet. self-conscious. patient. caring. disorganised. somewhat selfish. slow. self-destructive. super shy. an introvert. a friend. a good listener. a daydreamer. a loner. a contradiction. a non-smoker. a niles crane fan. a student.

i like: staying up late. running down the stairs. thunderstorms. dark chocolate. reading random blog entries. sunrises. bugs bunny. windy days. sitting on the floor. tumblr. my music loud. emails. schweppes bitter lemon. scrapbooks. listography. observing people. november. online friendships. skyscrapers. city lights. nescafe 3in1. sunday mornings. secrets. people.

i dislike: my handwriting. talking on the phone. lip gloss. ironing. my insecurities. feeling helpless. surprises. insects. hot weather. indecisiveness. literature exams. people.

also, i think i think too much. never know what to say. let people who like to talk talk. would like to travel the world. used to have a crush on gerard way. constantly wonder what i could add to the 'about me' sections [pathetic]. want to be a leader but am not capable of talking in front of a group of people. wish i were good at writing [short stories, poems, song lyrics, anything!!]. tend to second-guess almost every decision of mine. write love on my arms. need to be needed. should get out of the house more. lack certain social skills. enjoy bus rides [when the bus is half empty, though]. need a change. give up easily. don't really know what to do with myself.

thanks for reading.




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