Kida_Cut

- "The Wall", Apr 23, 2011, Olympiski, Moscow, Russia -

METAL & rock & industrial & fusion: black metal; NSBM; doom metal; death metal, thrash metal, NWOBHM; dark ambient, ritual ambient; martial industrial; neofolk; celtic, folk, viking metal; avant-garde, experimental, progressive, psychedelic metal/rockl; groove metal; drone-, sludge, stoner rock/metal; jazz, fusion, кое-что из классической музыки; кое-что из reggae, dub;... .. .

soulseek: "haaaarr_maaaarr (russia)"


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roll the dice

if you’re going to try, go all the
way.
otherwise, don’t even start.

if you’re going to try, go all the
way. this could mean losing girlfriends,
wives, relatives, jobs and
maybe your mind.

go all the way.
it could mean not eating for 3 or
4 days.
it could mean freezing on a
park bench.
it could mean jail,
it could mean derision,
mockery,
isolation.
isolation is the gift,
all the others are a test of your
endurance, of
how much you really want to
do it.
and you’ll do it
despite rejection and the
worst odds
and it will be better than
anything else
you can imagine.

if you’re going to try,
go all the way.
there is no other feeling like
that.
you will be alone with the
gods
and the nights will flame with
fire.

do it, do it, do it.
do it.

all the way
all the way.
you will ride life straight to
perfect laughter,
it’s the only good fight
there is.
- charles bukowski
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROBwH-cDu08&feature=search

a smile to remember

we had goldfish and they circled around and around
in the bowl on the table near the heavy drapes
covering the picture window and
my mother, always smiling, wanting us all
to be happy, told me, "be happy Henry!"
and she was right: it's better to be happy if you
can
but my father continued to beat her and me several times a week
while
raging inside his 6-foot-two frame because he couldn't
understand what was attacking him from within.

my mother, poor fish,
wanting to be happy, beaten two or three times a
week, telling me to be happy: "Henry, smile!
why don't you ever smile?"

and then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the
saddest smile I ever saw

one day the goldfish died, all five of them,
they floated on the water, on their sides, their
eyes still open,
and when my father got home he threw them to the cat
there on the kitchen floor and we watched as my mother
smiled
- charles bukowski

cause and effect

the best often die by their own hand
just to get away,
and those left behind
can never quite understand
why anybody
would ever want to
get away
from
them
- charles bukowski

it was just a little while ago

almost dawn
blackbirds on the telephone wire
waiting
as I eat yesterday's
forgotten sandwich
at 6 a.m.
an a quiet Sunday morning.

one shoe in the corner
standing upright
the other laying on it's
side.

yes, some lives were made to be
wasted.
- charles bukowski

Every night and every morn
Some to misery are born.
Every morn and every night
Some are born to sweet delight.
Some are born to sweet delight,
Some are born to endless night.
- william blake,
poet and painter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mk-BT1PGJbQ&feature=search

The city forms - often physically, but inevitably psychically - a circle. A
Game. A ring of death with sex at its center. Drive towards outskirts
of city suburbs. At the edge discover zones of sophisticated vice and boredom,
child prostitution. But in the grimy ring immediately surrounding the daylight
business district exists the only real crowd life of our mound, the only street
life, night life. Diseased specimens in dollar hotels, low boarding houses, bars,
pawn shops, burlesques and brothels, in dying arcades which never die, in
streets and streets of all-night cinemas.
- jim morrison

To be a collage of magazine dust
Scratched on foreheads of wall of trust
This is just jail for those who must
get up in the morning and fight for such
unusable standards
while weeping maidens
show-off penury and pout
ravings for a mad
staff
- jim morrison
http://wordman.ru/publ/19-1-0-36
http://www.beatles.ru/books/articles.asp?article_id=604