22 Jan 2008, 15:11 by rainhard09"There's been a lot of upsetting, very upsetting things that I can't allow to happen anymore. I have to be like a soldier and march away. (...) I don't need that; don't need that. I feel now like minus something, you know, I feel faded; I don't feel like I'm all here. I think it'll come back; I hope it'll come back. (...) There's some kind of zest, or...life, you know, that seems to be faded temporarily, because I've been so drained, emotionally, by a number of things. That has to slowly build back up, and then it has to be kept sustained; it cannot be allowed to be diminished."