Woah, the lyrics perfectly resonate with my feelings... desperation, they perfectly describe confusion, hopelessness. Having listened to this song, it somehow makes me feel lighter even though it's not a happy song. However, toward the end the music starts to transform and changes my emotions. Desperation becomes less damaging, and unfairness gets expressed out loud very boldly and repeatedly, you're sick of feeling abandoned. Towards the end, I'm like 'Fu*k it! I'd better be all alone by myself instead of being surrounded by fake love like you!' There's no reason to envy anymore.