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STEPHEN SAYS: “It’s my entire childhood put into one song. My battle with being raised in a church and the individuals that completely devastated my faith. It took a good set of eight years for me to come back and find God on my own.” “But later in life I realized I needed to stop looking at Christians to see Christ. I wrestled with God, and he won.”

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Feels like you're miles from here
In other towns with lesser names
Where the unholy ghost doesn't tell
Mary or William exactly what they want to hear

Anberlin - (*Fin) Lyrics


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  • I don't even listen to this kind of music, but I fucking love this song, its epic.
  • Incredible song, absolutely love it!
  • Masterpiece. So many feels.
  • stephens vocal solo at the end of this is outrageously good. i'm not religious at all but it gives me chills. Take what you will, what you will And leave. Could you kill, could you kill me If the world was on fire and nothing was left but hope or desire And take all that I could bring forth, is this hell Or am I on the floor over-desperate? Hold hands streaming of blood again? And then take full weight of me Guard my dreams, figure this out, It's me on my own. Helpless, hurting, hell. Will you stay strong as you promised? Cause I'm stranded and bare. Meanness is washed up in all that I am is God. Take this and all, Then grace takes me to a place Of the father you never had Ripping and breaking and tearing apart This is not heaven This is my hell.
  • supa nice!
  • The apex of Anberlin.
  • "i feel like i'm one of the few people that feels like the childrens' choir adds to this song" I doubt's so perfect. Spine-tingling awesome.
  • this is DAMN amazing. I couldn't even tell it was the same thing by 6 and a half minutes in, and now I want to play it over and over again.
  • Holy shit.
  • This song is a perfect example of Stephan Christian's musical genious. Love love love.

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