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STEPHEN SAYS: “It’s my entire childhood put into one song. My battle with being raised in a church and the individuals that completely devastated my faith. It took a good set of eight years for me to come back and find God on my own.” “But later in life I realized I needed to stop looking at Christians to see Christ. I wrestled with God, and he won.”

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  • Avatar for RVeldhuis
    I don't even listen to this kind of music, but I fucking love this song, its epic.
  • Avatar for Lol3rblades
    Incredible song, absolutely love it!
  • Avatar for inthesameroom
    Masterpiece. So many feels.
  • Avatar for khardman51
    stephens vocal solo at the end of this is outrageously good. i'm not religious at all but it gives me chills. Take what you will, what you will And leave. Could you kill, could you kill me If the world was on fire and nothing was left but hope or desire And take all that I could bring forth, is this hell Or am I on the floor over-desperate? Hold hands streaming of blood again? And then take full weight of me Guard my dreams, figure this out, It's me on my own. Helpless, hurting, hell. Will you stay strong as you promised? Cause I'm stranded and bare. Meanness is washed up in all that I am is God. Take this and all, Then grace takes me to a place Of the father you never had Ripping and breaking and tearing apart This is not heaven This is my hell.
  • Avatar for twelve_bvr
    supa nice!
  • Avatar for SnakeDelilah
    The apex of Anberlin.
  • Avatar for Stevenmcsquared
    "i feel like i'm one of the few people that feels like the childrens' choir adds to this song" I doubt's so perfect. Spine-tingling awesome.
  • Avatar for Too-Loud
    this is DAMN amazing. I couldn't even tell it was the same thing by 6 and a half minutes in, and now I want to play it over and over again.
  • Avatar for Mercenarion
    Holy shit.
  • Avatar for purpleyoshi7
    This song is a perfect example of Stephan Christian's musical genious. Love love love.

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