i feel ashamed.
as per the request of my colleagues, i put some of my music on at work. they listen to 'normal' music, so my twisted tastes surely surprised them, but one thing that i realized, that when i listened to my music with them, i couldn't enjoy it. i KNOW they didn't like it, i could feel it, and i'm not crazy, the voices told me too.
and somehow i become very negative of my select favourites - 椎名林檎's voice and クラムボン sounded annoying, and i thought i got bored of them or something, but back at my apartment, alone, i enjoyed them again.
and then i realized that similarly, when i watched community with my sister, all the errors came glaring at me, while watching it alone i found it flawless.
why am i doing this? or rather why is my brain doing this? it's clearly not my fault, it's just that the brain is malfunctioning
as per the request of my colleagues, i put some of my music on at work. they listen to 'normal' music, so my twisted tastes surely surprised them, but one thing that i realized, that when i listened to my music with them, i couldn't enjoy it. i KNOW they didn't like it, i could feel it, and i'm not crazy, the voices told me too.
and somehow i become very negative of my select favourites - 椎名林檎's voice and クラムボン sounded annoying, and i thought i got bored of them or something, but back at my apartment, alone, i enjoyed them again.
and then i realized that similarly, when i watched community with my sister, all the errors came glaring at me, while watching it alone i found it flawless.
why am i doing this? or rather why is my brain doing this? it's clearly not my fault, it's just that the brain is malfunctioning
