Describe your psychic problems.

Dementia

One word: Erotomaniac ^^

my self-confidence is really low .. i always undertake myself and i am ashamed of other people .. my friends tell me that I am wonderful and they love me,but for me it's hard to believe ..

I mask my depression smiling all the time.

1. As a child, I used to think that I'm the only real person and everybody else are robots. I actually even asked people and tried to find a method to prove if they're real.
2. I have a crush on two Japanese rockstars that are about 40 and are more like 'creepy' instead of 'hot'. Psychic problem: really young guys aren't attractive to me. I'm worried.
3. I'm paranoid.
4. I tend to hate people for no explainable reason.
5. Creepy random thoughts.
6. I have a split personality because I secretly want to be a boy.
7. Number 2. Period.
8. I just can't go to sleep earlier than 2 a.m.. It's impossible. I always end up doing random, pointless things.

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My psychic problem is italo disco

1. Depresie: cine nu are, din cand in cand? E cumva in mersul firesc al lucrurilor
2. Depresia maniaca (?): no comment
3. Paranoia extrema: asta mi se pare foarte important. imi plac oamenii paranoici, cei care se ingrijoreaza pentru orice chichita, pentru ca demonstreaza ca inca mai au suflet. Evident, ar fi mai mult de spus, dar intelegi tu ideea...
4. Masochism. Welcome to the club. Acum depinde in ce stadiu, desigur...
5. Atentia exagerata pentru fiecare cuvant. Pai, sa fiu sincer nu e nimic in neregula. Uneori depinde de nivelul de energie pe care il avem. Cum energia trebuie consumata, ea va merge intr-un loc.
6. Lipsa de hotarare. Been there, done that:D... mai fac teste cu mine, de genul te bagi intr-o chestie si lasi totul pe ultimul moment. Atunci vezi ce iese. Asa imi place sa ma intalnesc cu tot felul de oameni de pe net, ca ajuns in fata lor nu mai am de la ce sa dau inapoi.
7. Ignorarea consecintelor. Cum merge asta cu paranoia, domnule?
8. Incredere de sine redusa. Asta se obtine cu timpul. Chiar nu stiu ce sa te sfatuiesc. Mie si atunci cand nu imi place de mine reusesc sa ma accept in asa masura ca in cele din urma realizez ca ceilalti nu fac la fel si eu sunt cel castigat.
9. Concentrarea asupra trecutului si ignorarea prezentului. Cati dintre noi crezi ca nu facem asta? Serios, e nevoie de aplecare spre trecut pentru a putea intelege impactul pe care il are asupra celui care ai ajuns azi.
10. Scenariile bizare. Cand vad pe cineva pe strada sau in tren si acel cineva ma priveste stiu ca e ceva la mijloc. La un moment dat credeam ca o fata din tren ma cunoaste mai bine decat oricine si ca ea stie despre mine lucruri ascunse, atat de tare credeam ca imi era rusine cu mine. Sau altadata am crezut ca un alt navetist e interesat sa imi devina prieten, chiar daca noi apartineam din start unor lumi diferite. Abuzez si eu de imaginatie si imi amintesc de asta mereu cu drag.
11. Obsesii. Bogdan, te inteleg perfect. Uitate la mine pe last.fm cum nu se mai schimba acei cativa artisti, la mine pe hi5 cum oamenii sunt mereu aceasi, ideile de poze neschimbate, totul reciclat, parte dintr-o obsesie care ma urmareste si pe care eu insumi am invatat sa o urmaresc. Nu esti singur pe lume.
12. Anxietate. In tren pe scari, o zi de vineri. Mergeam acasa, eram obosit, era vara si cald. Un tip se aseaza langa mine si eram asa agitat ca imi venea sa ma ridic (nu suport sa ma atinga oameni straini), asa ca schimbam piesele mai mereu. 5 minute si trei piese mereu razgandite. Apoi am coborat din tren (nu din acest motiv), unde eram usurat ca am scapat de tensiune, pana cand a trebuit sa gasesc o masina de ocazie. In una din facultatile pe la care m-am perindat nu am schimbat cuvinte cu colegii pentru ca simteam ceva in mine si voiam sa nu ma mint singur...
13. Suparari mari pe lucruri marunte. Si acum ma mai gandesc la lucruri din copilarie, chiar daca neimportante si deja depasite. Uneori nu dorm din cauza unei chestii fara insemnatate de peste zi.
14. Prea emotional. Nu vrei sa stii cum m-am descurcat eu la bac (oral)... Bine, apoi am inceput sondajele si a trecut mare parte din "problema"...
15. Impresia ca toti te urasc si o sa te dezamageasca la un moment. Ok, o sa spui ca fortez nota, dar, fuck, asta e. Eu visez ca la un moment sa abandonez viata sociala pentru ca nu o sa mai fie nimeni langa mine si singur nu aleg sa traiesc intre ei...
16. Sa fiu in locul tau nu as avea senzatia asta, pentru ca esti un tip interesant. Chiar ii spuneam lui Razvan ca mi-ar placea sa fim prieteni, inainte sa citesc faza asta.

Underdawg89 said:
*Depression
*Manic Depression
*Extreme paranoia
*Masochism
*Multiple Personality
*Over analysis of every single word
*Terribly undecided
*I do crazy things ignoring the consequences (in fact, I don't think I know the meaning of this word:P)
*Low self-esteem
*Too busy thinking about the past mistakes instead of focusing on not making the ones in the present
*Spending an unhealthy amount of time on dreaming or making bizarre scenarios in my head
*Obsession (random objects, songs, singers, people, colors, books, poems, characters, food, places)
*Anxiety
*I am a master in getting terribly upset for the most unimportant things
*Too emotional
*I live under the impression that everybody hates me and will let me down at a certain point.
*I'm afraid that people in my life will get bored/tired of me in the future.

I cannot express emotion. I hate people. I hate myself more, than anybody could ever imagine. I'm so jealous that it destroy every relationship I fall into. I'm insomniac a little. After sending this post, I'll be probably angry on myself. I don't like talking about my problems.

lmao

Selective Mutism, whenever people try to reach out to me I automatically shut them out even if I really like them. Then I end up hating myself. Extreme social anxiety, whenever I have to go get a haircut I panic because I know the hairdresser will try to start a conversation with me. (That's not crazy right? Why are hairdressers so damn chatty??) And yeah, the normal, blah blah blah, panic attacks and the such that are extremely debilitating (spelling?) where I literally can't move from the spot I'm at until the attack is over which can sometimes take like, two hours. Yesterday I was standing in front of the sink in the bathroom for an hour because I couldn't even move...yeah I know I'm FUCKED up ;) Also obsessions, mostly on musicians and actors and stuff like that. I also would rather daydream about talking to people than actually talking to people in real life. I spend an unhealthy amount of time in my head by myself and it worries me :( That's it I guess.

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