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Your love life?

 
    • [Deleted user] said...
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    • 11 Feb 2012, 05:40
    “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”


    That's it... booh... :( I can't believe I'm still thinkin' about him... *sigh*

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  • Kinda relevant I guess, but mostly just a good laugh: http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/qdkc0/what_was_your_most_horribleridiculous_postbreakup/

    I guess some people here might recognize themselves in these :P

    Made me feel a bit better; almost made me think I wasn't a horrible person.
    I took mine like a champ! Well, actually, my whole world crumbled, and I was in a vegetative state for a couple of years, but I never bothered her.


    Some highlights:

    If you don't want my love, you don't get to eat
    I loved this girl, I really did. She broke up with me and, in my devastation I ended up buying Red Dead Redemption.

    Oh wait, that was a fantastic choice and I recommend that game to everyone.
    Two days later, i come home and she has broken into my house, took like 30 aspirin and was laying on my bed convulsing, covered in pictures of me. All the while she was on top of my cat crushing the poor little bastard.
    I jumped into my car, and right before I slammed the door shut I yelled "No one forgets me!" as it started to rain. The whole boring relationship was worth it just so that I could experience such a cinematic moment.

    I like your flowers.
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  • wat

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  • A great poem "Don't believe in love" by the great Lithuanian poet Vincas Mykolaitis-Putinas. Sorry for my bad translation..


    I glorified love
    And sung psalms for it
    By believing in
    The tomorrow of human existence.
    But many tomorrows already dawned
    Was red by magnificent auroras
    And not only one wave
    Washed that Earth by the blood.
    And today, see,
    When Sun set beyond the sea
    Sky long glisten by
    Fire colors.
    And birds fluttered screaming to
    The darkness.
    Now, this gaunt night
    Between the muttering depth
    And silver Milky Way
    Someone bows near me
    And, freezing my heart
    By (its) cold aspiration
    Says me whispering
    "You, don't believe in love"
    There is no love in this World
    There is only self-love
    Predatory, revengious, envious
    There is passion
    It is hungry like a wolf
    And it's accidental fruit
    A human swept to the Earth
    Against his will and wish
    May he like a blind mole
    Burrow in a moist and dark soil
    May he like god
    Race with a stars in the sky
    No matter, only a second is his existence
    And murky verdict is told him
    By the omnipotent death
    And everything what you see,
    This Earth, which you love,
    Clear stars what you adore,
    A deaf and mute mouth
    Of dark nothingness will hug.
    You, don't believe in love!
    It isn't source of joy
    But only source of sorrow.
    A heart's weep is not for it
    A hymn of happiness is not for it
    You, don't believe in love,
    You, don't believe in love!

    Vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas.
    Edited by noeuropaaqui on 11 Mar 2012, 20:23
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  • My beloved one is the only one who keeps me alive.

    "Maailmani kauniimpi jos en sinua muistaisi..."
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  • Remember what I said on the last page? Apparently my heart thought it would be a good idea to disregard that and make me irrationally fall in love with a girl I've been talking to for a while. Problem is, she lives way, waaaaay too far from me. I feel like I should tell her what I feel about her but then again is it worth it since we live so far away from eachother? The changes of the relationship working out are slim to none due to the distance. On the other hand, I feel really bad for not expressing my feelings towards her. It's like those feelings will keep consuming me until I open up to her.

    Why are my feelings so retarded? Goddamn it.

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    • Kennoth said...
    • User
    • 13 Mar 2012, 15:23
    My right hand is still my only companion.

    Oh, shed a tear for the loss of innocence, for the forsaken spirits who aches... in us. Cry for the heart who surrenders to pain, for the solitude of those left behind!

    Think you got what it takes?
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  • I might do a thing I later could regret. Not sure yet, though. And it all is just because I've been feeling lonely for too long.

    hare krishna
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  • Currently not existant.

    And considering past experiences, it's propably better that way.

    I'm rather just lonely than heart-broken and lonely. (Apparently anything else is just a theoretical option)

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    • [Deleted user] said...
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    • 24 Mar 2012, 04:30
    too intricate to get out. i'm on a roller coaster that just won't stop moving.

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  • Noooes, David Mitchell is engaged! I was hoping he and I would grow old and bitter and lonely together.
    Not in a gay way.
    Not that there's anything wrong with that.
    I'll show myself out.

    I like your flowers.
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  • I'm in a relationship with internet.

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  • I got my heart broken beyond repair by a guy who said he'd marry me - someone I was willing to give up everything for. I hate love now, I hate myself, I hate this world. And I am desperate, sad, and hurt

    “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate lov
    -word

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  • This shit called "love" should be destroyed... Just a source of pain and sorrow, nothing more.

    Vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas.
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    • [Deleted user] said...
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    • 7 Apr 2012, 19:45
    Shit,love is too mainstream.

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  • Kweim escribió:
    Shit,love is too mainstream.
    Love is not. Sex is.

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  • GergothLOL said:
    Kweim escribió:
    Shit,love is too mainstream.
    Love is not. Sex is.
    [2]

    "Maailmani kauniimpi jos en sinua muistaisi..."
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  • Someone loves me and I love him back. I still don't know what that word means. I still feel apathetic about almost everyting, I still hate myself. However... ah, fuck everything.

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  • Five years ago I was betrayed by my beloved person. Moreover, I've betrayed myself in some way. I felt completely miserable all the time.

    But time has changed. I fell in love recently. And even though I know, that we cannot be together, I'm glad, that I've met this person. He influenced on me a lot.
    I think he doesn't like me now... It's painful, but I'm sure it's all for the best.
    Still it's hard for me to open my heart. How many more times should I empty myself?

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  • Somebody love me, please. I'll try to love back, I promise.

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  • DOA

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  • Straybow said:
    Somebody love me, please. I'll try to love back, I promise.

    I never understood why everyone wants love? I never could feel love (I mean kissing and that other thing) for humans. I ask because I read it everywhere in last.fm forums. ^^ (I don't mean to offend anyone, I was just asking)

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    • laurw said...
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    • 29 Apr 2012, 21:24
    NULL.

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