That being said, I WAS WRONG. For years I put my trust in a myth, a complete make over of some jewish sect with a nice message of love and mercy. Of course, Jesus existed but I am now sure that everything divine about him is FALSE. I can now stop putting loads of time on prayer just because I feel guilty about everything the human race is. No, salvation is not a divine spiritual thing that comes with a born again package, it is simply not. And don't let me start on creation, this thing is just over-ridiculous when we take the time to read the evidence on the secular side. All the apologetics like Norman Geisler are the one that are mistaking.
I will probably shock some people and I will hear the "my heart is broken with sadness" speech about how my life is turn. Maybe worse, I will hear that I was not a true christian.
I am afraid of death, like millions and millions of people. I have one life, no eternal life, I have taken so much time praising absolutely nothing at all. It gaves the impression that we have a saviour in "heaven", something watching over our lives, but that's not true. If it's true, it's not anything about christianity told us.
I declare myself free of christianity and new agnostic. I spent the last couple of weeks reading about loads of things and one thing that I'm sure is that no megalomaniac, sexist, homophobic, genocidal control freak is watching over us.
The Bible is a work of art, as of litterature but it's a story. We are individuals, human is not meant to believe in a single process, it's impossible. More than that, it's wonderful to be different.
I will always respect the choice of christians out there, but mine is made for good, I have now my life back from this delusion, this macabre cult. I AM FREE.
I will delete everything about this account, I will leave this comment but will erase all my stats and take another one. Some of the artists in here are very talented and even if I'm not part of this horror anymore, I shall continue to listen to them from time to time. Rosie Thomas, Arcade Fire, Eisley, Mute Math and Jars Of clay are exemples of sincere and talented artists that I will listen in the future. I don't have to take extasy when I listen to rave music so I don't have to believe in everything a singer is singing about.
Ps: Here are the artists mentionned:
The Arcade Fire
Jars of Clay