so this song changed my life. I've been beating myself up trying to make someone loved me who didn't even think about me. I stopped living my life and let everything else go to waste. I bought this cd the other day (who buys cds? i do, because i love music) cause of a gut feeling. When this track came on, from the first chimes to the last few seconds, I could feel my thought process changing. Instead of being so self-loathing, I wanted to make something of myself. I couldn't be more happy with the direction my life is taking, because I'm in control now. thanks sufjan, you write beautiful music.now i'm off to rebuild! restore! reconsider!