Songtext
Am I still the first to know what you're doing?
Am I still the first to know where you are?
Am I still the first person you call when you're in trouble?
So please don't make me say
'Goodbye'
We barely talk anymore now
I wished that I'm the one to blame
Slight changes I can feel it
It gets worse
Staring at my phone
Wanting to be called while tears touch my bed
Reminiscing how we met
"It's gonna be okay", you said
And I don't need to overthink you said
"Let's just enjoy the moment"
But everything backfired
And now I'm here alone
Trying to be calm
Am I still the first to know what you're doing?
Am I still the first to know where you are?
Am I still the first person you call when you're in trouble?
So please don't make me say
'Goodbye'
One second, one minute, one hour,
One day, one week, one month, one year
You slowly fade away
Every day I pity myself
Wondering when things will go back to how I wanted it to be
It seems that it's impossible
But I don't give a damn, I don't give a s
I'll bust through the barrier of fate
Where are you now
Where are you now
And now I'm here alone
Trying to be calm
Am I still the first to know what you're doing?
Am I still the first to know where you are?
Am I still the first person you call when you're in trouble?
So please don't make me say
'Goodbye'